Interesting. I like how you reveal your thought process.

Although, I think that ultimately everyone (that seeks long enough) comes to realize that Harmony is not the answer. Neither is Chaos.

The point is that you cannot define Harmony without Chaos. You cannot define the night without the day.

The answer is Duality. Negative pushes us towards Positive and Positive pushes us towards Negative. That oscillation is movement, life. And any of the extremes is nothing by itself.